I went yesterday for my 2nd monthly blood draw. As some of you know my last post from January was my first monthly draw and it was 1.5. When the office called me today to tell me my new result I was a little scared because this time it was a practioner who called and normally its just a nurse. I was thinking to myself "Oh no!, I bet it went up." but thankfully that was not the case. Now I'm......
Yay!!! Wow it sure feels good to be in the 0's! I can't believe I have only one more monthly draw after this and then it'll be all over. Of course since my dr. office is so unorganized the practioner told me " Okay, so now your negative so you don't have to get any more blood draws." They say that every time! You'd think that they'd look at my chart before they'd try to give me the wrong advice. Oh well atleast I'm trying to be on top of my health...lol
The closer and closer I get to this beautiful end of a very sad story the more I look back and remember what happened and what it took to get this far. I am so humbled at the process because I know that I couldn't have dreamed to be this far without God and His comfort. I can't lie though as happy as I am about this awesome blood work result, I'm also thinking about the beautiful dream that baby was to me and to all of us family. I miss her something terrible and will always love her and I know that I'll have days where I'll feel sad, but I know it was all apart of God's will and I feel very blessed to have gotten to carry her so long. I wanted to share a poem that I found and really liked the comfort it brings.
Precious Little One
I'm just a precious little one who didn`t make it there.
I went straight to be with Jesus,
but I`m waiting for you here.
Many dwelling here where I live,
waited years to enter in.
Struggled through a world of sorow,
a world marred with pain and sin.
Thank you for the life you gave me,
it was brief but don`t complain.
I have all Heaven`s Glory,
suffered none of earth`s great pain.
Thank you for the name you gave me.
I`d have loved to bring it fame.
But if I`d lingered in earth`s shadows,
I would have suffered just the same.
So sweet family - don`t you sorrow.
Wipe those tears and chase the gloom.
I went straight to Jesus` arms
from my loving Mother`s womb.